And I've never felt less in the spirit as I have at this point in my life. Nothing feels Christmassy. The tree is up and decorations outside and it doesn't make me feel warm. Why? I do enjoy Christmas and all the feelings of nostalgia but I just don't feel it right now. There are no gifts under our tree, I've done no baking whatsoever and I can't help but look forward to when its all overwith. This isn't me at all.
bora bora balls + avocado
peanut butter cup