I'm off track. I say that a lot don't I?
Well. I've def gotten fatter. No doubt. I was out of control this past month and I see the results. My enabler at work isn't doing her job! yeah!!! We are supposed to be stopping each other from eating crap.
Me: "I'm getting another piece of chocolate"
Reen: "Get me one too"
I was perfect yesterday, today I had a piece of chocolate (3 squares of a lindt bar) OMG NOT THREE SQUARES!! see how ridiculous I sound? Annoying. But, thats what happens when you are on a constant struggle to lose that fat. Skinny people don't know how good they have it.
Anyway, it was delicious so fuck you.
2.5 eggs, 3 small thin pieces of smoke back bacon type bacon, spinach.
apple, cashew/coconut butter
leftover roasted chicken, peas, few sweet potats.
THREE SQUARES OF LINDT MILK CHOCOLATE + HAZELS. Look how fat I am now. WOOOOOOOOO.
I want to not go to the gym tonight. But, maybe I should go when I don't want to go. It's a challenge in itself. The reason is because of the metcon. It is a "6 rounds for time" which means I'l be last and take fucking half an hour. Man Makers is the killer.
Anyway. I'm going tonight. I won't regret it after.
Went to Crossfit. It was good, small group. I wasn't last! But.. I didn't use 20lbs for my man makers like I probably should have. I wimped and used 15s. if it were AMRAP I would have tho.
spinach + tuna + tomatoes w/olive oil n lemon juice
protein powder w/almond milk and water. This is my dinner drink. I'm pounding the protein, seeing what it does for me.